Ask Me Again Why

It's funny how hearing the cheesiest lines takes a lot out of me to get used to. Initially, I was hesitant to show signs of being "cheesy" and yet, here I am, just like every other love smitten girl, blushing at the sight of her cutie, hiding behind her giggly laugh. It's not really a willful activity, it's that combination of my stomach turning and my head wheezing with emotions that creates that propensity to be cheesy a reality. It's that subtle falling into the trap of listening to romantic songs and understanding exactly what they mean. I never thought I'd be one of those girls who just keeps rereading messages and still feeling like the first time she's read those lines.

Lego and Love

It's hard to explain.... when there are too many things going on. I'm glad I have time to process all of it, I've always let things happen so fast, until such time that I am severely overwhelmed by everything that's going on and I lose sight of what I can take. But I have time to process now, and more importantly, I have time to appreciate.

It's not at all mushy as I thought it would be, it's just simply looking at the eyes of the one you love and seeing everything impossible is yours to keep. It's a crazy notion, to feel so strong when all you do is share a friendship and choose to love one another. It's exponentially compounding the possibilities of your own life in another's - if that at all is possible. Maybe it is.


Lyrics to Lego House by Ed Sheeran
I'm gonna pick up the pieces,
and build a lego house
if things go wrong we can knock it down

My three words have two meanings,
there's one thing on my mind
It's all for you

And it's dark in a cold December,
but I've got ya to keep me warm
and if you're broken I will mend ya and keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on now

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
and out of all these things I've done
I think I love you better now

I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done
I think I love you better now, now

I'm gonna paint you by numbers
and colour you in
if things go right we can frame it, and put you on a wall

And it's so hard to say it but I've been here before
and I will surrender up my heart
and swap it for yours

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
and out of all these things I've done
I think I love you better now

I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done
I think I love you better now

Don't hold me down
I think my braces are breaking
and it's more than I can take

And if it's dark in a cold December,
I've got ya to keep me warm
and if you're broken then I will mend ya
and keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on, now

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
and out of all these things I've done
I think I love you better now

I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done
I think I love you better now

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
and out of all these things I've done
I will love you better now

I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind
I'll do it all for you in time
And out of all these things I've done
I think I love you better now

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
and out of all these things I've done
I will love you better now