Vertigo Sucks.

Last night, I took one too many of my "diet pills", my blood sugar dropped so low I had to eat a bowl of fruit and half a doughnut to recover from the dizziness. My palms were cold and I was burping too much air. I experienced some bad-ass VERTIGO, I felt like the world was spinning and yet I was lying down, not moving. It was like riding a rollercoaster without the rollercoaster. I had to force myself to sleep in order to recover, after all I had a deadline with the boss at 8am. I actually almost lost my balance standing up when I woke up to my 2am alarm.

I must run my 3k this afternoon, I've loaded on a ton of sugar to recover from said vertigo and now I have to shake it all off. Sandee already signed me up for my first marathon, so I must train harder and run more consistently. I have to buy a cute outfit for it too. Hahaha. Had to sneak that in. Though, my right knee's acting up, along with my back. Geesh, will these aches and pains ever end?

Maybe it's not supposed to end. Like a constant reminder that there is work to be done, pushing through the pain will actually be good, test of endurance of the body, translates into a stronger heartmind.
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Recently discovered a new Alicia song. Too smooth and cool. Lovet!

Unthinkable by Alicia Keys featuring Drake

Moment of honesty
Someone's gotta take the lead tonight
Whose it gonna be?
I'm gonna sit right here
And tell you all that comes to me
If you have something to say
You should say it right now
(Drake: You should say it right now)

You ready?

Bridge:

You give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I think I deserve it
(Drake: I deserve it, I think it deserve it..Let it go)
It's becoming something that's impossible to ignore
And I can't take it
(Drake: I can't take it)

Chorus-Alicia & Drake:

I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready, I'm ready)
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready, I'm ready)

Verse 2:
I know you once said to me
"This is exactly how it should feel when it's meant to be"
Time is only wasting so why wait for eventually?
If we gon' do something 'bout it
We should do it right now
(Drake: We should do it right now)

Bay, uh

Bridge:

You give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I know I deserve it
(Drake: I deserve it, I know I deserve it. Let it go)
Its becoming something that's impossible to ignore
It's what we make it
(Drake: It's what we make it)

Chorus-Alicia & Drake:

I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin'
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready I'm ready)
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready)

Yeah, sing...

Hook:

Why give up before we try
Feel the lows before the highs
Clip our wings before we fly away
I can't say I came prepared
I'm suspended in the air
Won't you come be in the sky with me

Chorus-Alicia & Drake:

I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin'
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready, I'm ready)
If you ask me I'm ready
(Echo: I'm ready, I'm ready)